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Monday, September 21, 2009
Revival

My blog is dead for too long.

Today is the first time I felt so alone in a very long time. My parents are overseas, richard is busy, sister is out with her bf and I'm alone at home. So far, I haven't been doing well as a christian, as a daughter, as a gf and everything else. It makes me feel so ashamed of myself. I feel that I don't walk the talk and am a very irresponsible person with no sense of urgency. I also haven't been disciplined in my exercise and eating habits. Hence, the increased in fat percentage and no decrease in weight. I have to do something about it.

Yesterday, I said that I wanted to go to school to run today but did i go? No. I couldn't wake up. I really wanted to but i slept at 3+am so I know I wouldn't make it as I wouldn't have enough rest. I haven't been sleeping well for the past few days. Been sleeping too late and so, I can't wake up early. Can't seem to sleep early. I want to be a good and faithful christian but I don't know how to go about it. Doing quiet time isn't that hard right, I just need to take out my bible to read and pray but I don't even do that.

I want to make changes in my life. I want to walk my talk. God, can I do it? I pray for strength and wisdom, Lord and I entrust my life to you.

Heard some stuff and can't help but feel awfully pissed. So what if you guys know what is going on and don't like it? You guys don't have a right to comment because you all created the mess and left it up to us to clean it. You guys said you don't want to have anything to do with us, so why bother? Just move on with your life and not bother with them, please. It has NOTHING to do with you guys anymore. I'm so glad I left the areana, though I don't know what is happening now, I feel so much lighter. It has gotta be the worst sports experience I ever had. Can't believe that a team would be so dysfunctional.

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