Friday, June 29, 2007
commitment and sacrifice
how much are you willing to sacrifice for something that you are committed to?
things i'm committed to right now.
-studies
-db
-richard
-family
-friends
-God
-social life
i wish i wish... there were more than 24 hours a day.
really want to work but i have no time at all!
i love you sweets. (:
Labels: shagged.
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at 12:47 AM
Friday, June 22, 2007
"nuah-ing" day
indeed today is a super slacking day for me. supposed to play badminton in the morning with richard but he woke up late and we ended up dying our hair at home. went running at east coast yesterday.
so today we met up with joyce and adrian. chilled at cafe del mar. played bridge, volleyball and dipped in the pool. walked around vivo. we were all damn "nuah" at sentosa. had a good day.
back to school soon. sad cause i love holidays. can never get enough of it. rich is going back to work tmr. maybe i'll go fishing again with zu en and carol.
commitment and sacrifice.
if you want to commit to something, you have to sacrifice something. true? i would think so. committing to studies, sacrificing time to work and earn money. committing to cca especially sports, sacrificing studying time. committing to work, sacrificing studying time and social life. ok, that's my perspective.
it's so hard to balance. the dilemma i'm in between db and ecu. pretty sucky. on one hand, i really love db yet i can't skip ecu cause of the freaking fees i've paid. OST which i think means own self training. can i do it? i'm so lazy.
dear Lord, i pray that you would give me strength and guide me through
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at 12:32 AM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
tagboard
i've got a new one! tags better too! do leave me a tag alright. can reply already!
did i mention that i went crabbing on mon and had lotsa fun? yup. i finally caught a crab and we had crabs given to us too! we had a crab feast later at zu en house. so yummy-licious. fresh sweet live flower crabs. :)
Labels: crabbing... crapping
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at 11:06 AM
i love shopping and i have been shopping way too much. can see the dip in my hard earned savings. the money i've worked for dwindling away. now i'm jobless, which means no more money coming in to my bank account but i've never been happier. studying full time with a cca. is time = money? thinking if i should have a part-time job that is really part time. although nike is a part time job but i can't commit to it which is really sad. it paid me well enough. i need solutions to curb my spending. there's so many nice stuff out there and i know i don't need it but ... everytime i ask myself this question "do i really need it?" i always answer "no" but i still buy it cause i like it way too much or it's on sale. from today onwards, it's time to not spend anymore money on shoes, slippers, bag, clothes.. etc. on daily neccessities only.
i've failed in the diet jeremy drew up for me terribly. looks like i can't lose my body fats. been eating lotsa junk. when sch reopens, i'm gonna try to bring my own food to sch. save money and eat healthier food. it's gonna be so hectic for me when sch reopens. time to save money. need it to fund the courses that i wanna go for.
since i've not heard any details about the interview for sub comm, i reckon that they do not want me anymore. so i shall go for my long awaited kayaking one star course on the 23rd-24th. yay! like fianlly. been waiting for years? then i have to pay up for the sport climbing level 1 course too. doing a station on the 22th. have a little bit of moolah for that. freaking happy. going out on thursday with my boy. at last a day out with him. our schedules have been happily clashing with one another. he has hols, i have sch. he goes to sabah, i'm having exams. he comes back and we're supposed to enjoy our hols together, he gets a job smack in my 2 weeks of break. it's ending soon and i'm keeping myself busy too. so whatever. HAH.
going for training later and i need to get things done.
-email sean
-find out part time job at garden slug?
-check if i'm still gonna give tuition
-check if there's any jobs available in gardens
-follow that 'diet'
-able to handle my ecu and the rest properly
-have a fun day on thurs with rich
Labels: loving sports and the outdoors
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at 10:28 AM
Friday, June 15, 2007
bored
it's a friday and i'm at home rotting cause richard is working!! of all times. he has to work during my 2 weeks break. been busy eating for the past 2 days. steamboat and grill at zu en house on wed and class bbq on thursday. came late cause i came from sembawang. went fishing too! had trainings. now my legs are aching. lunges with medicine ball is no joke. bbq was not too bad just that i was appalled by the food that we ate with the amount we paid. but it's ok. i guess the coming together part is more important than anything else. next time we'll have a better one! hope the whole class will be there. i like my classmates especially van. she's really mature for her age and she's christian. :)
now i need to get rid of the fats. need to workout and have a proper diet! oatmeal anyone? hahaha. my blog is coming back to life. shall leave the xanga alone for now.
i went shopping with richard on wed too! so fun. we both bought a top from puma and we each bought something from topshop. he bought us havaianas too! first pair 10% off and second pair at 50% off at isetan orchard! great deal.
so far hols are good. training later for csc. hope i can workout. more fishing to come! kukup soon? diving? waterfall trek? i want!
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at 3:19 PM
Thursday, June 07, 2007
tagboard
i need a new tagboard! but i'm damn lazy to change it and i dun have internet at home. shall wait for richard! last paper tmr then it's time to break for a while. more training to build up my physique. learnt some eating habits from mr jeremy tan. inspiring. shall try and follow. praying for all my exams. hope i can pass and do well. can't wait for my new internet connection at home!
Labels: working out period.
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at 11:53 AM
Monday, June 04, 2007
Internet-less
i won't have internet at home for 2 weeks. so here i am blogging school. if you feel that i'm mia from msn for a fairly long time, you know why now. that is, if you read my blog.
i'm loving the momentum in my new found passion! haha. the sweat, the training and all the hard work. i love this quote i saw on my friend's punch bag? i dunno what is that thing but it said this : " The more you sweat in training, the less you bleed in battle." which is true! so i'm gonna train real hard!!
missing my dear richard. one more week!
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at 12:10 PM
