Tuesday, October 26, 2004
"Wise men say only fools rush in,
But I can't help falling in love with you."
Your gesture, your sincerity makes you stand out from everybody else.
[ I miss you.. ]
at 10:18 AM
Monday, October 25, 2004
Manchester United beat
Arsenal 2 - 0!!!!!! YAY!!!!!!! So proud of them!!! Arsenal's first defeat by MAN U!!!!
[ I miss you.. ]
at 1:27 PM
Title: Look what you've done
Artist: Jet
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to prove
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Give me back my point of view
'Cause I just can't think for you
I can hardly hear you say
What should I do, well you choose
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
Take my photo off the wall
If it just won't sing for you
'Cause all that's left has gone away
And there's nothing there for you to do
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
Oh well, it seems likes such fun
Until you lose what you had won
Oh, look what you've done
You've made a fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
A fool of everyone
[ I miss you.. ]
at 1:25 PM
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
"Wise men say only fools rush in"
When pure sincerity forms within, it is outwardly realized in other people's hearts.
[ I miss you.. ]
at 10:18 PM
Monday, October 18, 2004
Tell me the remedy to save a bleeding heart.
My heart is fragile.
It can cry non-stop.
It can smile.
It can laugh.
It can be full of anger.
It can stop beating.
Right now, it only beats for you.
But once it breaks,
It's hard to mend.
Even if it is mended,
It will never be the same again.
Artist: Natalie Imbruglia
Title: Torn
I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm, he came around like he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know, don't seem to care what your heart is for
But I don't know him anymore
There's nothing where he used to lie
My conversation has run dry
That's whats going on, nothing's fine
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn
So I guess the fortune teller's tell us right
Should have seen just what was there and not some holy light
But you crawled beneath my veins and now
I don't care, I have no luck, I don't miss it all that much
There's just so many things that I can't touch,
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late, I'm already torn.
Torn.
There's nothing where he used to lie
My inspiration has run dry
That's what's going on, nothings right,
I'm torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on the floor
Illusion never changed into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
I'm all out of faith, this is how I feel
I'm cold and I'm ashamed bound and broken on the floor
You're a little late, I'm already torn
[ I miss you.. ]
at 11:22 PM
Sunday, October 17, 2004
It stings. It's a very minor matter but still it stings. Like I blogged before, words have a huge impact on people and it really has a huge impact on me. Blame it on me being too sensitive but I am like that. It was a light and jovial comment yet you took it so seriously. And the response flung back to me was like a bull charging at me. Bullseye. It hit me hard. Real hard.
The ocean may look still and calm. But looks can be deceiving. You'll never what may be lurking around under the deep blue sea. The best is to take precautions or you will end up in agony. You'll never know when will a volcano erupt. It may seem dormant and meek but one day when it really erupts, the consequences would be dire.
Unless we resign ourselves to fate, the green-eye monster will be hiding somewhere. When it comes out, everything will fall to pieces. So, the best solution is to shut up, practise self-control and to accept what is given to us.
[ I miss you.. ]
at 1:19 AM
Saturday, October 16, 2004
I'm glad I let it go. Let go of everything that has any connections about us. Cause I am disgusted. That kind of attitude and behaviour. I bet nobody can stand it. Trying so hard to put on a nice front but actually have a very black heart. What's the point? It's just a facade. Gaining sympathy. Pot calling the kettle black. Hate cannot be used to describe how I feel. Maybe it's much more than that. "Obviously, you're outta my league." And I feel good about that. Never felt so good. Thanks for making that decision. I feel so much happier now. My life is restored to normal. I feel good. "Teh neh neh neh neh neh neh! So good So good!! Oh Oh Oh. Awww!!" =)
Don't read too much into what I blog. Cause I think I don't make sense to others but it makes a whole lot of sense to me. I wonder, will I ever have a space? Will I be able to blend in? My thoughts always wander like a lost ship floating aimlessly...
The thunder roars
The lightning strikes
And the leaves fall off drastically
Like tears pouring down my cheeks
As they blend with the rainwater
I can taste those tears
Tears of supressed misery
All pent up in me that were never unleashed
[ I miss you.. ]
at 12:02 AM
Thursday, October 14, 2004
DECEMBER:
Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in
games and interactions.
Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in
organizations. Fun to be
with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves
attention. Loves to be loved.
Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short
tempered. Changing
personality. Not egoistic. Take high pride in
oneself. Hates restrictions.
Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical
What does your birth month say about you? brought to you by Quizilla
[ I miss you.. ]
at 11:37 AM
It's confirmed. I'm a klutz. A big fat klutz. It's not the first time. In fact, it has happened many times. Sometimes, when I don't offer help, it doesn't mean that I'm not helpful. It's just that when I offer to help, I make things worse. Much WORSE. Then I feel so lousy. Feel so bad that I'm more of a hindrance then of help. One fine example. I wanted to help my friend put his bowl back into the canteen but I accidentally let go of my bowl and all the curry inside it splashed everywhere. Onto my shirt, Jas's shirt and onto my bag. Jas, I'm so sorry. Feel really bad about it. I cannot get over it cause it's not the first time. Maybe I am pms-ing. Then I get more emotional. Well, that's not a good excuse I know. Why am I so destructive? Seems that I destroy more things when I offer help instead of making the situation better. My pair of hands is so destructive. I have to be more careful. If I ever want to offer help, I must be more careful and not let it happen again. The curse of my hands. Beware. Yet, I don't feel good when people find me a hindrance. When they say it's alright not to help cause they know I'll make things worse. It's like they don't even want to give me a chance to try and be better. Contradicting. What's new? I am always contradicting myself anyway.
[ I miss you.. ]
at 11:28 AM
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
Our paths crossed. Yet we're both unable to face each other. How ironic. I'd thought it'd be easy for me to flash you a smile. But I can't seem to do it either. I have no idea why. Oh well, I'll be outta YJ in like 2 days. Perhaps our paths would never cross again. Unless you really ask me out to watch "bi xian" which I don't think you would. Heh. Doubt you even read this. Anyway, I'll just wish you all the best here.
Accidentally in Love - Counting Crows. My current favourite song. =)
So she said what's the problem baby
What's the problem I don't know
Well maybe I'm in love (love)
Think about it every timeI think about it
Can't stop thinking 'bout it
How much longer will it take to cure this
Just to cure it cause I can't ignore it if it's love (love)
Makes me wanna turn around and face me but I don't know nothing 'bout love Come on, come on Turn a little faster
Come on, come on
The world will follow after
Come on, come on
Cause everybody's after love
So I said I'm a snowball running
Running down into the spring that's coming all this love
Melting under blue skies
Belting out sunlight
Shimmering love
Well baby I surrender
To the strawberry ice cream
Never ever end of all this love
Well I didn't mean to do it
But there's no escaping your love
These lines of lightning
Mean we're never alone,
Never alone, no, no
Come on, Come on
Move a little closer
Come on, Come on
I want to hear you whisper
Come on, Come on
Settle down inside my love
Come on, come on
Jump a little higher
Come on, come on
If you feel a little lighter
Come on, come on
We were once
Upon a time in love
We're accidentally in love
Accidentally in love [x7]
Accidentally
I'm In Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
I'm in Love, I'm in Love,
Accidentally [x2]
Come on, come on
Spin a little tighter
Come on, come on
And the world's a little brighter
Come on, come on
Just get yourself inside her
Love ...I'm in love
[ I miss you.. ]
at 10:21 PM
You came from heaven. Your gole in life is to help
others and to make the world a better place.
Some call you weak, but in reality your soul is
very strong. If only more people were like
you...
Where did you come from?
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[ I miss you.. ]
at 1:27 PM
Monday, October 11, 2004
Life is full of ups and downs. I know this sounds cliche but that's what happened to me on saturday. It ain't nice. Luckily, there's someone there for me to bully, to cheer me up. Don't get all big headed! Haven't got anything in my head that I wanna say. So till then. Ciao. Will be back once my airhead has something to say.
[ I miss you.. ]
at 10:06 AM
Friday, October 08, 2004
Guess you're enjoying your life now. Good for you. I think it's good this way also. Finally, it's happened. Guess I was too nice. I'm always taken for granted. Wonder when was the last time I felt truly appreciated. Wonder if anyone ever really appreciate my exsistence.
Anyway, just wanna tell you if you know that it's you and if you ever read. You have overcome a barrier already. Was quite impressed. I dun know whether what I read truly came from your heart. If it did, I'm glad to have read that. I'll wait for the day. The day that you'll smile at me again. Just take your time.
Follow my heart. I really have to.
[ I miss you.. ]
at 11:41 PM
