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[[Jeremy]]
[[Bryan]]
[[Anhong]]
[[Guanhong]]
[[Richard]]
[[Jowyne]]
[[Andrew]]
[[Kutu]]
[[Kelly]]
[[Jillian]]
[[Xiao Tou aka Jianwei]]
[[Keong]]
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[[Jenevie]]
[[Jeremy Tan]]
[[My Photos]]
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[[Gret's Photo Album]]

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Wednesday, February 09, 2005

hello hello! i know i've been gone for a long time. have been working and work really eats up my energy. besides, i stare at the comp the whole day so when i come back, i dun even feel like turning on the comp. life has been great for me, apart from the long working hours. but after getting my pay, i feel that it's worth it. retail therapy solves all my tiredness and makes me satiated. i bet joyce understands this. i have been shopping so much that more than half of my pay is gone. sheesh. at least i treated my family to dinner. that felt really good. i seriously have to stop shopping for a while and start saving my money. yes, i shall do that yet there is more things that i yearn for. sigh. humans are never satisfied with what they have.

looks can be deceiving. how true. you do not know whether the person is really happy or not, is feeling depressed, frustrated, hypocritical... there are so many emotions that are deep inside us and only we, ourselves know how we feel. what you are seeing on the surface is definitely not what is going on deep inside one's heart or mind.

having pent up emotions and suppressed anger only leads one to anguish. it's hard to confront but confrontation always works out in the end if the relationship is true.

i was going through hell during the end of 2004. people only believed what they saw on the surface. they never bothered puting themselves in my shoes. i tried to explain to some, but i was being shrugged away. there was only one person that stood by me. thank goodness, there was only one childish freak whom i still feel irritated with at times. can't help it. the other was mature. i'm thankful. at that point in time, i just felt that i needed one friend to stand by me and would be willing to listen to me talk. I thank God that he gave me this friend.

this wonderful person did not judge me by hearsay. she offered to hear my side of the story. she forgave me. i really thank God for her. but little did i know that she had so much inside her. she never really told me and i couldn't tell from her chirpy nature that so many things was wrong. i finally had a heart to heart talk with her one night. and that night, i felt so blessed with a friend like her. i was honoured that she poured her heart out to me. i was glad that she trusted me enough to share her problems. Father Lord, i pray to you that you will guide her through her problems and to give her advice if she needs. Amen.

i love the citigems advertisment so much. fiona xie and joanne peh. i like the both of them. i was telling rich that i love the advertisment so much. it melts my heart just seeing that advertisment. i also hope to have a relationship with a girl like the relationship fiona xie and joanne peh share in the advertisment. God, did you just bless me with one? I hope you did! I love you God. God is love!

to my darling rich. thanks for coming into my life and helping me to know God better! i love you so much. my sunshine.

[ I miss you.. ]
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