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Friday, February 27, 2009
OSIP

It was a choice between Australia, China and Thailand.

Of course I wanted to go aussie. really really really wanted to. i know my gpa isn't the best and it's not a 3.0 but why is it based on grades? i think my cv is not bad. who pursues a degree and a diploma at the same time? and i was also an appointed holder of my cca and we do have some achievements. plus in jc, i had achievements in bball and went for yep. furthermore, my work experience would definitely show i'm independent. camp facilitator and contract teacher. i also worked at nike as a senior part sales person and have attended a customer service course. and come on, my uni is an aust uni. so why was i not selected to go aust. isn't it supposed to be based on character and cv so why why why the pair who was sent to aust was the one with the best grades. i wanted to get work experience in aust so it would be great if i can do my masters in aust and perhaps get a pr. it is not meant to be.

it was a hard choice between china and bangkok. if i didn't get aus, it doesn't matter where else. we chose china cause we've not been there and we wanted to eat xiao long bao. now that we got it, we're kinda scared. cause our chinese isn't exactly the best. would it be better if we had chosen bangkok? well, i don't know.

all i know is that i'll be going to china for my internship so i have to buck up on my chinese.

[ I miss you.. ]
at 12:04 AM

Wednesday, February 11, 2009
relieve

after some thrashing, i've decided to heed the advice and wash my hands off it. it's ironic that we're on the same boat (figuratively) yet out of it (literally).

i guess things will never be the same again. i look forward to my future and hopefully, i will gain much more than what i ever ask for.

it's time to venture and explore. what shall it be?

i leave it to God's mighty hands to work on me. amen.

it amazes me how ugly people can get when it is seen and experienced by one. it's unbelievable how much it grew even though it was abandoned. the haunting past is too horrible to bear and it will always stay. has the courage been finally found to give it up? to walk away? it is a mystery yet to be solved until there is a solid answer.

on a side note, i really like this picture.

Labels: peace out

[ I miss you.. ]
at 4:20 AM

Monday, February 09, 2009
the truth always hurts

i feel small, not appreciated and sad. to think i've held everything in high regard.

it may not be my niche but i expected more from what have been done. it's ok. i will find my niche and i will do well in it. it only hurts to know how much it affects me.

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at 3:53 AM