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Wednesday, February 22, 2006

School's officially out for me! Kinda miss it. I was wondering if things would be different if I were to be posted in another school. Would I still be teaching? Well, it's time to move on and be happy! Ever since I left school, I felt so much healthier. Been exercising more often and that feels wonderful! Money can't buy you health and happiness!

Thank you God for all the experience you have given me and put me through though some may be really hard to overcome! Nonetheless, the learning experiences were fruitful and it made me stronger!

I wanna thank my loveliest partner for being there for me always! I must be blessed to be able to fish you out from all the many creatures under the sea. You have never put me down, instead you're the machine gun that never cease to shoot out words of encouragement. You are a beautiful person. I love you Richard Yew.

Whatever lies ahead in my future, I do not know. I'm trusting God to do miracles in my life. I pray that God will guide me through in all my trials.

[ I miss you.. ]
at 1:21 AM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

I've been so caught up with work lately which made me just realised that I do not have a life. Life for me now is all about preparing for school, teaching, marking, doing more work, eat, sleep, shit and stressing over those kids in school. Not having a life is okay, but having a stressful life is definitely not okay at all. It made me seems as though I'm in a stage of depression, having pms everyday and not even wanting to speak to anyone. This sucks. I can't wait to get out of it. Just 2 more days of school. I can't even go home early on my last day. I still have to help out in school till 5 or 6 pm? Damn.

Lucky for me that I can drive the car to school this whole week as dad is out of town. Yup, I've obtained my license end of last year. This is the first time in so long that I'm at home at this time. I just couldn't stand being in school anymore. So sick and tired of marking. I hardly opened my mouth these few days. Had no mood to talk at all. Everyday when I return from school, I'd just work again at home and hit the bed after that. How sad. Can't even go out.

Only during the weekends then would the real me come alive.

Went mos twice during the Chinese New Year period and last week before Neeta left for aussie. Miss her. Quite a fun night. Had lotsa drinks. Pretty high. Thanks to Lavina, I managed to puke out all my discomfort. Lucky for the cabby as I managed to get out of the cab to puke. Chinese New Year was quite ok. Miss the inno ppl. Seoul Garden was fun. I finally went down blacks for rugby. Whole body ached like mad the next day. Pretty satisfied with the unexpected tan though it ain't nice. Well, I'd work on it. Sentosa soon! Anyone? Have to work on my tummy too or I'd never fit into the new bikini that I bought last year which I haven't worn. Didn't shop much lately which is an achievement. Looked at my debit card bills which put a smile on my face. Finally, I'm saving some money.

Spent vday at home yesterday crying. Left school only at 6pm as there was so much work to do. Came home and did work again. Scratched my dad's car and the paint came off. Thankfully, my dad didn't blame me. Stressing over work and mens came. What a lousy vday. In fact, I think it was one of the worst in my life. I wish I wasn't a teacher yesterday. Couldn't even spend the day feeling loved. I'm not asking for a romantic evening. I'm only asking for an evening filled with love and stress-free. I couldn't even enjoy that. I don't believe in celebrating vday in an extravagnt way cause it's such a commercialised day where restraunts only eat up more of your money. I can celebrate it today and it's only half price. No intention of celebrating it anyway.

Finally, a long post after so long. All these pents up thoughts are released. May tomorrow be a better day though it's gonna be a long, long day. Can't wait for friday evening! I'll be as free as a bird. Whoopie doo!

[ I miss you.. ]
at 3:37 PM

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Change of plans! I might not be going to Aussie this July after all. Might stay in Singapore to do distance learning first then go Aussie during my last year to complete my degree there. Oh well. Better than nothing and I get to save quite a lot of money. Just kinda disappointed. See how things go. Two more weeks to my last day! Can't wait to enjoy life! School hasn't been good. The kids really tire me out so much that I have no energy to do any other things like going out to town or further. The only thing I like about school is the CCA that I'm in charge of. Basketball! My passion. Hope the girls win! It's been so long since I've exercised continuously that I always feel so lethargic due to the lack of exercise. Hopefully, I'll be disciplined enough to pick up a sport again soon so that I can keep in shape! I really think I'm not cut out to be a teacher acedemically. It scares the shit out of me.

[ I miss you.. ]
at 10:06 AM