Sunday, May 15, 2005
These few days have been so tiring. Waking up at 6+am and dragging myself all the way down to Bukit Timah just for my first aid course. It wasn't easy but it was the company of my course mates that made it more exciting. Besides, I didn't fall asleep during the lesson which is amazing since all the teachers who taught me always commented that I slept in their classes. My instructor was so humorous. We did acting too which was hilarious when we watched the 'movie'. My buddy and I was acting out the choking incident. She was oh so funny! Choking on mamee. Anyway, my efforts paid off and now I'm a certified first-aider. Hurray!
The theory test was so difficult, I wondered how did I manage to pass it. I forgot to do so many things during my case study. I didn't give a good ventilation to the victim during CPR and yet I passed it. Yay! Thank God my case study wasn't too hard. Had a mountain biking session after that. Fun but tiring and scary at times since I'm not a very good rider. Overall, I enjoyed the course so it was definitely worth the money.
[ I miss you.. ]
at 12:46 AM
Monday, May 09, 2005
Yesterday, I did ushering in church and attended the first lesson of the foundation class. I was kinda nervous when ushering cause I was new and I did not really know how to go about it. Luckily, God was there to help me through it. I want to know more about God through the class that I am attending and may God give me the wisdom to ask anything that I do not understand. God, I just want to thank you for just being in my life. I pray that you will help me to grow mentally and spiritual. I also pray that you will give Andrew and Michelle guidence in their local mission. Guide them in such a way that they will be able to tell the children about you and give them the strength to just carry on till the end. Father Lord, I also pray that you will guide Richard through his walk with you and just give him the perseverance that he needs to change. Lastly, I pray for my MOE letter to come soon. This I pray in Jesus most precious name. Amen.
Darling, I love you in spite of what you do.
[ I miss you.. ]
at 11:35 AM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
Some of the Redang pictures. Finally found a way to put them up. Enjoy! You can click on them to see the original size and those (people who went to Redang with me) who want the pics can save them in your comp! Could not forget my dear so just put up a photo of us! A picture speaks a thousand words.
redang!
in our resort
yummy!
group photo after dinner
ktv, drinks and dancing. just like clubbing. shiok.
The place we stayed
the beautiful beach with the finest sand
a pic that we 3 think it's nice
nice group pic
spastic
sunglass babes
I am the driver!
just you and me.
[ I miss you.. ]
at 2:31 PM
Living in this world is never easy. There is definitely no free lunch in this world. So when someone rings you on your handphone and tells you that you have won a prize, would you believe it? Chances are, 99% of it are scams. A ploy to get you down to listen to some bullshit and then convince you to sign up for something. Bottom line? It involves you taking out money from your own pocket and giving it to them without bringing any benefit to you. That is why they are in sales. Have you ever been tricked by these kind of gimmicks?
Life now has been great compared to the past when I have so many complains of my life. So many controversial issues that makes me unhappy. Now, I hardly have anything to complain about. Maybe one thing. Which is, I'm perpertually broke cause I do not have a proper job. MOE, please hurry with the reply? In the past, I used to rant about my relationship cause I was always in despair. Trying to salvage the relationship all the time. Besides, I was hanging out with friends everytime and I do not get to see their true self so I would be so hurt when I find out that they were actually bitching about me behind my back. Now, I'm usually at home unless my 2 gfs ask me out to shop and catch up with each other. If not, I would be giving tuition, be with my boyfriend, family or church friends. I hardly get mistreated now except when people tend to misunderstand about what I blog and start bitching about it.
To err is human. We learn from our mistakes. We gain experience and exposure through our mistakes. We should not be ashamed of it cause we are in the process of growing up. When our loved ones makes a mistake that hurts us or irritates us, our first reaction is usually to be angry and irritated with them wondering why do they make such a stupid mistake. Have we ever considered putting ourselves in their shoes? They must feel really bad to be making that mistake and we are only making them feel worse if we do not understand. If they do make a mistake for the first time, we should be more understanding and assure them that it is fine. But, if they take it for granted and commits the mistake over and over again, we have the right to feel a little anger brewing in us.
Dearest one, I admit I have not been very patient with you and I seem to be always scolding you. I'm really sorry. I'll be patient and you have to improve on your memory ok? Do not take my patience for granted. Even though I maybe angry but deep down inside, I really care for you. Cause you make me feel loved. I love you Richard Yew Shze Loong.
Somehow, my entry doesn't seem coherent. Oh well. I don't really bother with my blabbering. So please excuse me if it's bothering you. You have a choice not to read it.
[ I miss you.. ]
at 1:21 AM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
I'm impressed by my Andrew mei. I feel so appeased now. The suppressed anger that I have been controlling have finally subsided. Want to know why? Check this out then.
http://angel_boy.blogspot.com Thanks a lot mei. Though it ain't really nice. Well, I didn't put him up to it. I'm just lucky that my brother in Christ is so willing to stand up for me. I love you mei!
Just came back from Redang. It was great. The beach was beautiful, the sun was great and the food was sumptuous. Enjoyed the trip so much. A getaway from the bitches to go to a pristine beach. Wonderful and oh, pun intended. Cause I miss Mojo and Dee Dee!
God is doing wonders in my life and I am so glad to have known him. Fion is right. It is really different before and after knowing God. He is transforming me and I am yearning to change after surrendering all my pains and trouble to him. Thank you God for your extravagance love on us sinners.
Will be going Sentosa tomorrow to celebrate my beloved mei birthday. Looking forward to it! Pastor was so encouraging. Telling me that I can practise my drums whenever I want in church. I just have to let him know. Real sweet. My lessons will be starting soon. Can't wait! Pastor, thank you for you preaching of the word of God last Sunday. It was the answers to how I was feeling. I feel so blessed. Furthermore, my sis and I have a new mini ipod courtesy of my lovely parents. And to my 2 lovely friends, Joyce and Jas. Thanks for standing by me when I needed you guys. Jas was really sweet. She actually blogged about us. I love you 2 lovlies. Hey Jas, if you read this, we'll go for sticky date pudding soon ya? Hugs and kisses to all.
Lastly, thank you darling. For enduring my moodswings and my nastiness when I am not in the best of mood. I love you Richard.
[ I miss you.. ]
at 1:38 AM
yummy! 
